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 I just realized the two chapters I posted for my two ongoing fics this week were of very opposite ambiance. For OnB, it's the sweetest chapter of yama wedding and romantic night. For DoL, it's the most heartbreaking and saddest break up.

Needless to say, writing these two chapters was totally different in feel and mood. I love writing drama and angst stuff. I tried to put in all my feelings into the characters, I did tear up when writing the break up. I don't remember how many times I modified this chapter. Their argument part is hard to write. Sho has to be tough and yet reasoned well to convince Ohno he had ground to break up with him. On the other hand, I want to express Ohno's anger and frustration upon hearing Sho's betrayal. It's a lose lose situation for both, just pure sadness.


Yama wedding, on the other hand, was the sweetest scene I've ever written. I smiled every time I re-read it, never got tired of writing these lovey dovey moments. I had always imagined Ohno to say a lot in private, especially when he's alone with Sho, than what he appeared to be on air. Having that thought in mind, I was able to create a mutual conversation between the newly weds, as open and sweet as I can imagine.

It's kinda tough for me to switch from one mood to another, especially back and forth when I was making changes. But all in all, I enjoyed both. Honestly I have never done so much writing in my life before the past few months, and none, zero, zip fanfic writing before either. I still think my fics are terrible comparing to so many good ones out there. I've learned a lot by reading others and hope mine can improve over time.




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Jun. 7th, 2011 07:51 pm (UTC)
I like this personal entry of yours.
Gave me a more in depth understanding of what you've been thru (!!)
N plenty of huggies to you~~~~~!!
U've worked hard, tot hard and modified hard (!!)
N trust me, I really appreciate your stories alot (mayb more than my own ^^)
The yama wedding night is indeed very PRETTY AND 神聖
Or should I say, a kind of its own and I like it alot alot =)

We all had tons to learn in our lives
Just like Satoshi-Papa & Sho-Mama needs to learn how to be 1st-time Parents XD
Hee Hee.
Gomen!! I wrote rubbish again~~~ *kiss & runs off*

Will be waiting PATIENTLY for DOL's next chapter!! *strangle kk*
Jun. 7th, 2011 08:22 pm (UTC)
Thank you XD
I think we all like others better than ourselves,
like I prefer eating food that's cooked by someone else, haha
I like your stories (although you never let me read very much of it *kicks*)
I didn't plan to have these two extreme chapters released on the same week, and that got my emotions all mixed up ne!

btw, no need to strangle me, all you have to do is to let me peak some of the stuff you wrote *chuus*
Jun. 7th, 2011 08:28 pm (UTC)
Since I still havent commented on any of yr DoL yet, I guess I can start from here?

As you had pointed out, the 2 of the on-going series are as different as they can be. One is AU, with 'forbidden love' feel to it and as of right now, it's hard to say if this will be a sad or a happy ending. The other one is based on real setting, despite being given one of the most outrageous 'what-if' situation that one can come up with *winks*.

I really do enjoy your works and from our talks, u really had given your fics a lot of thought. That's why reading your fanfics meant something more than just mere past-time reading to me.

In my opinion, all your writings are your 'babies' and just like babies, they will grow and evolve. But when we look at any baby's pov, they knew they are enough as they are at this point of time and not wonder why they've not already grown. With that thought in mind, I'm sure more inspirations will come forth within a pace that will fit you.

All the best wishes for u!*hugs*
Jun. 7th, 2011 08:49 pm (UTC)
Thank you XD
Talking with you gave me lots of inspirations and ideas, and you can't deny that the birth of OnB is partly due to your persisted influence, haha
Yes, all my writings are my babies, and I still love my babies even though they are not good (don't all parents do? :P)

Edited at 2011-06-08 12:50 am (UTC)
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