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[Yama fic] Destiny of Love (Chapter 2)

Title: Destiny of Love (2 of 16)
Pairing: Yama  (Ohno x Sho)
Rating: PG
Summary:  Sho's feelings for Ohno started back in their high school days, but he didn't dare to tell anyone.


Chapter 2


She finally left. Her whole visit lasted less than fifteen minutes, but it seems like forever to Sho.


His eyes are still staring at the wedding picture, but his mind is blank.


Ohno will be here in less than two hours. How does Sho face him now, knowing that he will be someone else’s husband soon? Is that why Ohno seemed to be so out of it lately? Is it about the wedding? Is it about his family business? Is Ohno ever going to tell me about the wedding?


There are many questions in Sho’s mind, but most of them he doesn’t really want to know the answers. Now he just wish he could go with Ohno to some deserted island where they have no social or family obligations and just be together. Unfortunately this thought only lasts a few seconds. He knows all too well it is a childish thought. He has to face the reality no matter how cruel it is. He has a very important decision to make, and he knows he has to make it before Ohno arrives.


Sho and Ohno went to the same high school. Although Ohno was his senior by two years, they were both in the school soccer team. They practiced together, played games together and showered together, like what normal schoolmates and teammates do. They were not close, Ohno hang out mostly with friends from his own grade level. He might not even have paid attention to Sho too much. However, his unusual silence during team meetings and always carrying a drawing sketch book did attract Sho's attentions somewhat. But nothing was out of the ordinary until that day.


He didn’t remember exactly how that strange feelings began. All he remembered was that day after the game in which he made a last minute game winning goal, he came out from a shower and bumped into a half-naked Ohno. Ohno looked at him, patted on his sloping shoulder, and said “Good job!” with the sweetest cutest smile on his face. That very moment, Sho felt an electric shock ran through his body, and his face got uncontrollably hot. He had never felt this way before. But he was glad that Ohno walked away after saying the two words and didn’t see his reactions.


From that day on, Sho paid a lot more attentions to Ohno. He stole glances at him whenever they're close by and can't help noticing that his face will blush every time. He tried to be close to Ohno whenever he could, sitting next to him when eating, walked home with him after practices, even asked Ohno questions on school work although his grades were much better than Ohno’s.


Little by little, he senses that his feelings for Ohno had grown stronger and stronger. He doesn't know what to do. He never had these kind of feelings before, not even for a girl, let alone for another boy. He's too shy to confide to anyone. He's scared of how others would react. Ohno never really initiated any other conversations with him, which dismay his slightest thought of confessing to Ohno. He could only keep his feelings to himself.


One time they walked home after practice together. Ohno is in his usual silent. But Sho still enjoyed his company. When they passed by a big tree at a nearby park, Sho spontaneously went up to the tree and crafted half a heart shape on the tree. He is not good at art, but Ohno could still tell it's a half-heart shape. When he saw that Sho is not completing the full heart, he puzzled.


“Why stop here?” Ohno finally spoke, “What about the other half?”


“Someone will complete the heart for me – someday” Sho smiled. “That someone is you.” He whispered to himself, partly hoping Ohno to hear.


“I didn't know you're that sentimental.” Ohno grinned and continued to walk.


Sho gave a sigh and followed. He's never gonna get it.


The school year ended and Ohno graduated. He learned that Ohno will not be going to college, but instead will be helping in his father’s business. The graduation day was by far the saddest day of Sho’s life. He wouldn’t be able to see Ohno every day anymore. He wanted and tried to stay in touch with Ohno, but found out that he’s running out of execuses to go visit him. He suggested going to soccer games together, and they went for a few times. But gradually Ohno became too busy with work that he rejected Sho’s invitations more and more often.


Sho graduated from high school and continued on to attend college. As time goes by, he lost contact with Ohno. But the feelings he had for him never dissipates.


After Sho graduated from college, he became a reporter. He was smart and hard working. Not for long he was being assigned big projects and got to do a lot of travelling. He is a handsome man and has a nice body build. Many women (and men) have crushes on him. He dated some of them here and there, but was never serious about any of them. He is twenty-nine years old now but still does not have a steady lover. His parents are worried, but he keeps telling them that his work is his first priority at the moment, which he knows is the best excuse he has.


Deep down inside him he knew where his heart is -- with Ohno. No women, or men, can replace Ohno. Although so many years had passed, he never felt the same way with anyone else.


On some lonely nights, he would hold a glass of wine in his hand and looked out far far away through the window.


“Satoshi, where are you?”

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( 18 comments — Leave a comment )
Mar. 30th, 2011 06:21 am (UTC)
Sho is so 長情.這樣的人兒,很難找了

Just curious.
Is Satoshi acting blur about the heart-shape or is he really is blur?? (ROFL)
Mar. 30th, 2011 07:31 pm (UTC)
Sometimes 長情 comes with pain too (oops, I shall say no more :P)
I suppose Satoshi is not the most sensitive person in the world, hehe XD
Apr. 20th, 2011 04:42 pm (UTC)
aw seems that Sho's been suffering throughout Ohno real or false pretence. thnx for this:D
Apr. 20th, 2011 04:48 pm (UTC)
Ohno is my ichiban but now I must say:
"OHNO YOU IDIOT!" Grr! Poor Sho for suffering all alone.
Stupid Ohno for not telling him about the wedding.
And for hurting Sho.

Oh yea, YAY FOR UPDATE!^-^
Apr. 21st, 2011 03:27 pm (UTC)
Ohno is a bit insensitive, huh?! If he got Sho's hint at the park, things might have turned out totally different for them XD
Apr. 20th, 2011 06:45 pm (UTC)
angst! i love me some angst <3!
Apr. 20th, 2011 08:37 pm (UTC)
Yay yama angst!
awww its just like Ohchan to be oblivious to everything even Sho's advances ;~;
Apr. 20th, 2011 11:18 pm (UTC)
thank you for updating.
im looking forward to the next :)
Apr. 21st, 2011 01:54 am (UTC)
Oh,, this is So sad,, T__T,, when will Ohchan realize his feeling? poor shochan

thanks for share ^^
Apr. 21st, 2011 03:29 am (UTC)
Sho really loves him!
It's cute but also sad how he draw only a half heart :3

Thank you ^^
Apr. 21st, 2011 09:04 am (UTC)
well we all know that satoshi is some kind of insensitive...haha...can't wait to read the next chapter
Apr. 21st, 2011 10:50 am (UTC)
Wah~ poor Sho~! He's been liking Ohno for so long!
I can't wait to see what happens next!! :D
Apr. 21st, 2011 02:12 pm (UTC)
i'm gonna follow this series. sho's love is so loyal and strong, loving ohno for more than 10 years. hope they would be allright. and i'm curious about ohno's pov about the whole thing
Apr. 21st, 2011 03:33 pm (UTC)
Thanks for following. Sho's love for Ohno is strong indeed. The upcoming chapters will tell you more about Ohno's pov :)
Apr. 21st, 2011 03:18 pm (UTC)
can't wait for the story of present Ohno meeting sho and explaining about the marriage xD
Apr. 21st, 2011 03:48 pm (UTC)
Haha, you're jumping ahead already. You don't want to know how they became together in the first place? :PP
Apr. 21st, 2011 03:50 pm (UTC)
Owh, so sad *sniff*
You have such a nice writing style! It flows so nicely!
Can't wait for the next chapter my lovely ^-^
Apr. 21st, 2011 05:36 pm (UTC)
Awww that was so sad! I do believe Sho is the type to remain loyal for life once his heart is set. ♥ The heart on the tree is so cute; I hope the other half gets completed by his loved one soon!
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