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[Yama fic] Destiny of Love (Chapter 7)

Title: Destiny of Love (7 of 16)
Pairing: Yama (Ohno x Sho)
Rating: PG-13
Summary:  Sho and Ohno's mutual feelings are finally revealed


Chapter 7


They were sitting in the waiting area at the airport. It's another hour before boarding time. They always told passengers to arrive at the airport three hours before departure for international flights.


Sho had rescheduled his return flight so he and Ohno would fly back together. It was a logical thing to do then, but Sho thinks it's totally unnecessary and even stupid now.


The atmosphere between them had become awkward ever since Ohno announced about his engagement. Both tried to act the same as the past few days, but clearly nothing is quite the same, especially for Sho. He knew he was doing a terrible job in hiding his sadness and disappointment, but he couldn’t help it.


In a way Sho was glad that he didn’t get to confess to Ohno the night before. He would be so devastated and embarrassed if Ohno had rejected him, which he’s sure would happen because Ohno is engaged. He is in love, but not with him.


They spoke less in this fourteen- hour flight than in one hour of their past few days. Sho still took glimpse at Ohno once in a while, but immediately turned away when Ohno turned towards him. The flashbacks of the past few days, how they met, how they talked and laughed, how he kissed Ohno and how Ohno told him about his engagement kept replaying in his mind. The bump on the runway when the landing gear touched down brought Sho’s thoughts back from the neverland. What a trip! He had experienced the most roller coaster emotions he could ever imagine in this short week.


Ohno noticed the change in Sho’s behavior, ever since he told him about his engagement. Did Sho know about his little kisses this morning and got mad?Or was it about his engagement that Sho is upset about? Could he be – jealous? He tried to carry out casual talks between them, hoping to get some clues out of them. But contrary to the usual Sho, he only said one or two simple words or nodded or shook his head, avoiding eye contacts or even facing Ohno. He was too torn to pretend.


Sho lives about an hour away from the airport, but Ohno has to take another four-hours train ride to go home. When it’s time to part, they looked at each other for a few seconds, both don’t know what to say to each other.


“It was a fun few days” Ohno finally said, patting Sho’s shoulder with his hand.


“Yes, it was” Sho could not think of any other words to respond with.


“We’ll meet up again sometime”


“Sure, don’t forget to send me an invitation to your wedding.” Sho immediately regret saying that. He is not thinking straight anymore.


Stupid, stupid, stupid. Why did I say that? Do I really want to witness Ohno marrying someone else? Do I really want to see Ohno kissing his bride?


“Umm, I will” Ohno seemed unpleasant hearing that, so he just responded casually.


Then they took their separate ways home, both with a lot on their minds.


Sho took a long shower when he got home. When water ran down his face, he could even taste a bit of saltiness. He wanted to wash away his pain, may be even wash away the memories of these past few days. It’s hurting so much. He fell on his bed afterward, hoping his jet lag will help him fall asleep, but hours passed and he is still wide awake, still hurting badly inside.


Just when his eyelids were about to close, mostly due to the emotional exhaustion, the door bell rang.


Who could it be? He certainly is not expecting anyone. Honestly he doesn't want to see anyone, anyone but....


“Satoshi!” Sho is stunned to see Ohno standing outside his front door. No matter what, Sho is still glad to see Ohno’s face.


“Can we talk?” Ohno said at the door, pretty calmly. But his eyes were sad and lonely.


“Of course, please come in.” Sho’s heart starts to beat faster. Ohno came all the way to his home. What could Ohno want to talk to him about?


Sho's home is a small studio apartment. But Ohno could see that it's very nicely decorated and neatly kept, just as Sho wanted everything to be well organized when they were in the soccer team.


Sho was anxious to hear what Ohno has to say, but he still managed to serve Ohno with a cup of hot tea. It's very cold outside, a sip of hot tea will warm him up. Sho is such a caring person.


After having several sips of tea, Ohno finally speaks. He looked like he is using every bit of effort he had in him to say the few words he's about to say.


“Sho-chan --” he is still pausing. “I – I want to be the one who complete the heart for you! Will you let me do the honor?”


Ohno slowly turned his face to look at Sho. He is longing for approval through his eyes. His body is shivering, but he doesn't know if it's from the cold outside or from his anxieties.


Sho couldn't believe what he just heard. He knows exactly what Ohno meant – the half heart he crafted on the tree. It was something that only two souls on earth would understand.


I am dreaming, I must be dreaming....


For a moment, Sho doesn’t know how to react. Yes, yes, yes. He is screaming inside, but he is not able to get the words out of his mouth.


“Forgive me for taking so long to realize how I feel, Sho-chan”


“Satoshi….you finally....understand….” Sho finally find his voice.


Sho’s emotions overflow like a broken dam, pushing him to go in front of Ohno and embraced him with both arms, as tightly as he could, as if Ohno would slip away through the slightest gap between them. It's the moment he had been waiting for all these years. Even if it's just a dream, he will hold on tight as long as he could before he wakes up. He has given his answer without saying a word.


Then he felt something nibbling his ears, softly and gently at first, but then starting to get aggressive. The sensations moved from his ears to his neck and his collar bones. He can hear his own moaning sounds, desiring for more, until a pair of soft moist lips covers his mouth, coaxing him, leading him into the most passionate kiss he has ever had.


Sho didn't remember how they ended up stumbling on his bed. Their lips were never separated, not even for taking breaths. Their hands never stopped roaming on and caressing each other’s body, every inch of it, from neck to back, from back to hips. Their touches were greedy, their movements were intense. They have each other now. The world has stopped around them. To them, at least for this moment, there is no tomorrow.


They cuddled together after their moments of highest pleasure. Neither of them dare to say anything. It seems they know any words could shatter this perfect harmony.


Exhaustion has drained them both. They fell asleep, still in each others arms.

To Be Continued....

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( 10 comments — Leave a comment )
Apr. 19th, 2011 08:49 am (UTC)

P.S. Thanks alot, KK. For being so nice to me during the day when I was really really down. Chapter 8 really cheers me up. Thank You. *hugs*
May. 22nd, 2011 12:33 am (UTC)
finally!!!thank you so much...
May. 22nd, 2011 12:37 am (UTC)
gosh, im also having a roller coaster of emotions while reading this
ohno finally realize his feelings
i just hope everything will be fine for both of them
May. 22nd, 2011 02:33 am (UTC)
oooooooooooooooooohhh! go get it yama <3
May. 22nd, 2011 03:01 am (UTC)
ah finally they got together.
but it seems like they still have a long way to go
thnx alot for this, can't wait for the next update:D
May. 22nd, 2011 08:50 am (UTC)
thanks for another great chapter<3

this chapter is so bittersweet with a lot of sadness but finally they realized each other feeling and i love that Ohno is the one who confessed first<333
now im getting more excited for next chapter^^
hope everything will turn out fine at the end and Ohno fiance will back out since the only one he love is So :P
May. 22nd, 2011 02:13 pm (UTC)
love this story so far :-) hope yama pair will have a happy ending :-)i´m looking foreard to the next chapters
May. 23rd, 2011 04:23 pm (UTC)
Wah~ they're together, but yet not at the same time! Ohno is still engaged! >.<

Looking forward to the next chapter! :D
May. 23rd, 2011 05:43 pm (UTC)
Awww this chapter was so bittersweet! ♥ I'm glad to see their feelings finally mutual and they (at least for now) are able to find solace within each other. I hope this will be resolved >< Great chapter, thanks for sharing!
May. 25th, 2011 08:11 am (UTC)
yay, finally!
thank you for writing. cant wait for the next :)
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