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[Yama fic] Oretachi no Baby (Chapter 2)

Title: Oretachi no Baby (2 of 20)
Pairing: Yama  (Ohno x Sho)
Rating: PG
Genre: mpreg
Summary: Sho struggles emotionally and physically after finding out about his pregnancy

Chapter 2

“Guys, can I be spared from MDA for the time being? I – I have a stomach bug, dropping down will make my stomach feel worse. You don’t want me to throw up on camera, do you?” Sho was afraid that being dropped, even to the fully cushioned chamber, will do harm to the baby. He knew his excuse was lame, but he needed to find ways not to be picked, until he could to tell Ohno and the other members about his ‘condition’.


“But you are usually the likely candidate.” Nino was somewhat confused by Sho's unusual request, “How can we not pick you if you fail the game?”


“Please – I really can’t – ” Sho begged for mercy. He hoped he didn’t have to be forced to reveal to the younger members before he had the chance to tell Ohno, which was another thing he didn’t know how to do yet.


“Come on, Nino, give him a break.” Jun came to the rescue. “Just don’t let Sho-chan played too many games and he’ll have less chance to fail. He can just push buttons for now.”




“Have you told Satoshi yet?” Sho’s mother asked with concern. She was the first person Sho told about his pregnancy after he found out himself. He is very close to his mother and would tell her almost anything.


“No, not yet.” Sho replied with a sigh.


“Why not, my son?” Sho’s mother was surprised by her son’s answer, with a mixture of anxious and displeased. “It’s his baby too. You’ll have to tell him sooner or later.”


“I know, mama, I know. But – it’s just – ”


Sho wanted to tell Ohno. It’s the first thing that came to his mind the minute he knew he’s carrying Ohno’s baby. But he was worried and even scared, scared on how Ohno would react.


As far as he knows, Ohno was not fond of the idea of getting married and have a family. He had always been such a carefree person and having a family to tie him down seemed such a burden to impose on him. In the many years they were together, he had casually tried to explore Ohno’s inclination for them to get marry overseas where same sex marriage is legal, but Ohno had not for once shown any enthusiasm on the idea.


“What if Satoshi doesn’t want to be a father? He’s not even fond of getting married, let alone having a child.” Sho revealed his worries to his mother.


Sho is very clear himself that he wants to keep the baby, but he had serious reservations on what Ohno might think of all this. The idea of something, a miracle, one can say, that they created together driving a wedge between them instead, is too ugly for Sho to allow himself to contemplate.


“Listen to me, Sho. Satoshi is going to be a father, whether he likes it or not. You can’t keep this fact from him. If he accepts it gracefully, great. Even if he doesn’t, which I seriously doubt, you’ll have to find out so you can prepare yourself for what’s coming.” Sho’s mother didn’t want her son to be stressed out on this any longer. She gave Sho a comforting smile and continued, “Your father and I, and your brother and sister, are always here for you. Don’t you forget that. We are already excited about our first grandchild.”


“Thank you, mama.” Sho felt better from the comfort of his mother. But he still didn’t have the courage to tell his lover.




“Leader, do you know what’s going on with Sho-chan lately?” Nino asked his leader. “He doesn’t go for drinks with us anymore and starting drinking milk with meals?”


“Now that you mentioned, he has been eating like crazy also. I know he doesn’t know his limit when it comes to eating, but nothing like that. One minute he’s eating bowls and bowls of gyudon, the next minute he rushes to the bathroom.” Aiba added.


“Plus, every time I pour him a cup of coffee in the morning, he’d ask me if the coffee is decaf?” Jun also expressed his puzzle.


“Hmm, he is quite moody at home too...”




Sho opened the front door when he got home and a strong fishy smell immediately attacked his nose.


“What are you cooking, Satoshi?” Sho started to feel uneasy in his stomach.


“Seafood soup, your favorite.” Ohno said to Sho happily. He had been preparing it all evening. He noticed Sho didn’t eat much during lunch claiming his ‘stomach bug’ was bothering him, so he decided to make something Sho liked thinking it would definitely stimulate the younger man’s appetite.


“You can go wash up first. Dinner will be ready in a minute.”


But to the contrary of what Ohno had anticipated, the smell which was getting stronger and stronger as the soup boiled in full heat had made Sho’s stomach turned upside down.


“Ewwwww.” Sho couldn’t hold whatever wanted to come out of his stomach any longer. He rushed himself to the bathroom covering his mouth and closed the door behind him.


“What’s wrong, Sho?” Ohno knocked on the bathroom door hard, worrying about how Sho was acting out.


After a few minutes, Sho came out wiping his mouth with a towel, looked a little pale.


“I’m OK. It’s just – the smell – made me feel nausea. Must be the stomach bug.”


“Still? You had this stomach bug for over a month already. May be you should go see a doctor.”


“Actually – I want to tell you something – ” Sho thought it may be a good opportunity to tell Ohno.


“Shit – ” Ohno hurried to the kitchen. Sho’s eyes followed Ohno to the kitchen and saw the boiling soup started to overflow the pot.


Sho sighed on the interruption, but this thought was quickly overtaken by another uneasiness feeling in his stomach.


“I’m sorry, Satoshi. I have to go out. I can’t stand that smell.”




Ohno was sounded asleep by his side, but Sho had been tossing and turning for the past hour. He was waken up by a nightmare, which made him soaked his pajama shirt with sweat.


He dreamt he had told Ohno about the baby but Ohno was not happy. He even wanted Sho to 'get rid' of it. His scream from the nightmare almost woke the man on his side.


What if Satoshi really asked that of me?


Come to think about it. It's not totally unreasonable for Ohno to make that request. They are at their peak after struggling for years since debut. Finally became popular and a baby now? What would that do to their career? How would Johnny-san react? How would that affect the other team members? How would the media and fans think of them?


But having this baby is much more than being a parent to Sho. He looked at the man besides him. Though being together with him for so many years, Sho's never been sure if he'll have Ohno forever. This baby, he thought, this baby will be a piece of Ohno that he can keep, or better yet, a piece of both of them, just as their “Oretachi no Song”. Something that he and Ohno created together, something living and breathing and alive on its own terms – that could last long after they're gone. The biggest reason he wants this baby, is because it's Ohno's. 


Something that Ohno gave him. 


Something that Ohno made.


Upon that thought, Sho had forgotten about his nightmare and the uncertainties he had on how Ohno would react. A smile appeared on his face. He moved closer, curled into the solid, soothing space of Ohno's arms, like the baby is curled inside his own body, forming concentric circles. The dream he's going to have will be a sweet one, he promised himself.

To Be Continued....

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( 18 comments — Leave a comment )
May. 2nd, 2011 04:53 pm (UTC)
Just tell him.. You'll be fine.. Gambatte sho! 
May. 2nd, 2011 05:37 pm (UTC)
I love this idea...
Sho having a baby is awesome !!
I'll be waiting for the next chap ^^
thanks for sharing !!
May. 2nd, 2011 06:30 pm (UTC)
C'mon Sho..tell him! I'm sure Oh-chan is excited about it ^^
May. 2nd, 2011 07:45 pm (UTC)
May. 2nd, 2011 09:07 pm (UTC)
Sho, you'll be fine, do your best~! C:

Thanks for the update, i liked the series so far~ Waiting for the next xD
May. 2nd, 2011 09:48 pm (UTC)
thank you so much for sharing a lovely series..

wonder what Ohno's reaction..
May. 2nd, 2011 10:57 pm (UTC)
Sho-chan ganbatte!! Ohno don't want marry because he want to be there for you
He love you so much ne ^0^
May. 2nd, 2011 11:41 pm (UTC)
aw Sho was rather uncertain on telling Ohno that whole time:0
Makes me happy that him and his mother seem to get along fine.
Can't wait for the next update:D
May. 3rd, 2011 12:48 am (UTC)
So sweet but new mom worry too much.

I love the way he thinking of Ohno-kun with full of love.

thank you for your fiction make my day special.

( ^ ^ )
May. 3rd, 2011 02:30 am (UTC)
love it~~
Sho must tell to Ohno...
I hope Ohno will accept it~~
thank you for this
May. 3rd, 2011 02:53 am (UTC)
Love this chapter, with you touching on flashbacks and how it was before Ohno found out about Sho's pregnancy.

Even though it was apparent from the previous chapter that Ohno already accepted the news positively, it's rather interesting to go back in time and see how Sho was handling it on his own; and discover the actual reason why he decided to keep the baby despite his anxiety.

I seriously enjoyed the part where the members started noting the 'differences' in Sho. It really felt like I could relate it to the Sho that we've came to recognize in real life, through his well-known 'habits'. It tickled me when I was reading about his pregnancy symptoms, and poor Ohno who had been cooking so diligently to feed his beloved.

It warms my heart that Sho's family had been supporting him since he told them of his condition. Unconditional love indeed.

Keep on at it, dearie! *hugs*
May. 3rd, 2011 06:35 am (UTC)
can't wait for the next update..~~
thanks for writing..~~
May. 3rd, 2011 09:14 am (UTC)
tell him i can't wait for a yama baby...
May. 4th, 2011 08:08 am (UTC)
thank you for updating!
sho, tell him already. but he was so cute...
May. 4th, 2011 05:59 pm (UTC)
Gah! I love this fic! ♥

Looking forward to what's going to happen next! :D
May. 5th, 2011 07:13 pm (UTC)
omg sorry for late comment! I wanted to write one earlier but wasn't able to.

I totally didn't expect the chapter to be a flashback scene, but I love it and totally think it's appropriate because I definitely wanted to know how the other members reacted to the news. It's totally part of Sho's progress after all. ♥ I love how they're picking up the suspicious symptoms. It's also great to see that Sho does have someone (his mom) to go to right now.

Looking forward to next chapter! And VERY APPROPRIATE ICON :D
May. 10th, 2011 07:48 am (UTC)
oh sho you need to tell ohno what is going on and give him a chance to respond
cant wait to see what happens
thank you so much for sharing
Jun. 3rd, 2011 03:44 am (UTC)
ganbatte sho-chan!!!!
Everything will be all right!!!

Thank you for your fiction.
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